In life there are the few friends

In life there are the few friends who will always remain friends with you through everything you’ve gone through,dealt with or going through. Then there are those friends who don’t even know you anymore, don’t contact you, not talk to you when you see them. That means there must of been something that has gone wrong that the person no longer see’s you as a friend, or just has there own thing going on in there life anymore and feels like ” when you see them or talk to them is the only time that should be when you talk to them”. I however don’t believe in that, A friend should be there for you through it all. Even when you know something that person is doing something wrong, you should be able to tell the person how you really feel. If they want to get mad at you for it remember those actions we’re something you’ve done and what you’ve told the person. Don’t get mad when all there doing is giving you an honest opinion. If you want to stop talking to the person because of it, then that’s on you.

I feel as no one seems to be happy at times for others when others are truly happy with the way things are going in someone else’s life. They always have to have negative comments to the person or have jokes. Some people just never fully grew up.

Sometimes you feel as the other person that matters the most to you doesn’t care. It may not be his intentions to hurt you but with the little choice he makes may hurt you. I however wasn’t feeling that great and all I wanted was him by my side. I understood he had somethings to get done. I know I ask him for a lot. But he knows how to make me smile most of the time when I am not upset with something that has happened. I just needed and wanted him by my side even though I wasn’t feeling to well and he couldn’t do much for me. But just laying by my side and being there would make me feel like any other day when I wasn’t sick. I felt horrible when he told me he didn’t want to come over,and that he was off down his basement with his friends that are supposed to be my friends too. But with that case I barely talk to anyone anymore. I’ve got my reasons and they have there reasons why they barely talk to me too. I am sure. So now I am sitting writing how I feel wishing I was able to express myself to him in person but he is at work and chooses not to come see me tonight. I’ve texted him way to much and called and that’s why he is acting the way he is I am sure of it, It has happened before. But quite honestly it isn’t the way to go about things. If you truly you care about me and how I feel and you see a future with us,Shouldn’t you see how I am feeling or call me on your own? Not go without asking anything all day. Which hurt the most and I guess waiting for me to text you or call you first to let you know how I am feeling. Then when I sit and try to talk to you there are “no words” to say to me when I am the one you care for the most and love. Right, how does that make me feel? Or make you look? Ask yourself. Then please tell me. Sometimes people’s intentions aren’t to hurt you but then again sometimes they don’t realize their intention is affecting you in some way. Tell the other person how you feel and hope you can fix it, and just be able to talk to the person. Don’t just let it go, Because then the other person thinks each time something happens they can just ” forget it” like nothing ever happened. What does that accomplish? Nothing it just hurts the person more then they end up saying words that may hurt the other person and it just ends up two people no longer having the same feelings for the person or confused to why the person is really with the other one? After texting and calling since we last talked Sunday afternoon when you we’re at your parents house was you saying you cared but didn’t know what to say. Then all Sunday night I am texting wishing I would be able to have a conversation with you at least but no that never happened. I finally get up this morning texted you to let you know how I was feeling and that I wasn’t going to school or work. Thinking you would be considerate of my feelings after rambling to you texting you like crazy last night that you’d come around and try to ask how I was doing. Again, I text through out the day hoping and wishing you’d come to senses and just ask things and text me back something sweet and nice. You know what your first words we’re was “we’ll talk tomorrow, i’m not coming over later, night” Really? After not seeing each other since you’ve dropped me off how am I supposed to react? When deep down I am confused and hurt a little inside. Don’t know what is going through the other persons head. Waiting patiently to hear from you, I am not making the first effort anymore. If you really care for me then you can at least make a little more effort into our relationship and pick up a phone call me or text me I don’t care whichever you choose. But just one of them would make me feel better about things. But the way we handle things aren’t the way they should be. We should be able to tell each other what we feel deep down. The reason you keep silent is because you feel like you don’t want to hurt me with what your gonna say,But do you ever realize even the little things you do and how you handle them affect me also and hurt me? “Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but the silence breaks your heart even more.”

Sometimes you feel as the other person that matters the most to you doesn’t care. It may not be his intentions to hurt you but with the little choice he makes may hurt you. I however wasn’t feeling that great and all I wanted was him by my side. I understood he had somethings to get done. I know I ask him for a lot. But he knows how to make me smile most of the time when I am not upset with something that has happened. I just needed and wanted him by my side even though I wasn’t feeling to well and he couldn’t do much for me. But just laying by my side and being there would make me feel like any other day when I wasn’t sick. I felt horrible when he told me he didn’t want to come over,and that he was off down his basement with his friends that are supposed to be my friends too. But with that case I barely talk to anyone anymore. I’ve got my reasons and they have there reasons why they barely talk to me too. I am sure. So now I am sitting writing how I feel wishing I was able to express myself to him in person but he is at work and chooses not to come see me tonight. I’ve texted him way to much and called and that’s why he is acting the way he is I am sure of it, It has happened before. But quite honestly it isn’t the way to go about things. If you truly you care about me and how I feel and you see a future with us,Shouldn’t you see how I am feeling or call me on your own? Not go without asking anything all day. Which hurt the most and I guess waiting for me to text you or call you first to let you know how I am feeling. Then when I sit and try to talk to you there are “no words” to say to me when I am the one you care for the most and love. Right, how does that make me feel? Or make you look? Ask yourself. Then please tell me. Sometimes people’s intentions aren’t to hurt you but then again sometimes they don’t realize their intention is affecting you in some way. Tell the other person how you feel and hope you can fix it, and just be able to talk to the person. Don’t just let it go, Because then the other person thinks each time something happens they can just ” forget it” like nothing ever happened. What does that accomplish? Nothing it just hurts the person more then they end up saying words that may hurt the other person and it just ends up two people no longer having the same feelings for the person or confused to why the person is really with the other one?

After texting and calling since we last talked Sunday afternoon when you we’re at your parents house was you saying you cared but didn’t know what to say. Then all Sunday night I am texting wishing I would be able to have a conversation with you at least but no that never happened. I finally get up this morning texted you to let you know how I was feeling and that I wasn’t going to school or work. Thinking you would be considerate of my feelings after rambling to you texting you like crazy last night that you’d come around and try to ask how I was doing. Again, I text through out the day hoping and wishing you’d come to senses and just ask things and text me back something sweet and nice. You know what your first words we’re was “we’ll talk tomorrow, i’m not coming over later, night” Really? After not seeing each other since you’ve dropped me off how am I supposed to react? When deep down I am confused and hurt a little inside. Don’t know what is going through the other persons head. Waiting patiently to hear from you, I am not making the first effort anymore. If you really care for me then you can at least make a little more effort into our relationship and pick up a phone call me or text me I don’t care whichever you choose. But just one of them would make me feel better about things. But the way we handle things aren’t the way they should be. We should be able to tell each other what we feel deep down. The reason you keep silent is because you feel like you don’t want to hurt me with what your gonna say,But do you ever realize even the little things you do and how you handle them affect me also and hurt me?

“Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but the silence breaks your heart even more.”